I F everything up

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I hear it every day from someone in this world,  

I F everything up, it’s just the way it is squirrel

I’m trying to slow down, I’m trying to get better,  

My mind just doesn’t work that way, a go-getter.  

Squirrel the king, yeah, the GOAT of ADHD,  

Thought I had it figured, but it yea right 

I’m a dummy, I’m an idiot, just sayin’,  

Everything I touch turns to chaos, I’m prayin’.  


I F everything up, like a motherfucka,  

Ride or die, but damn, I’m a sucker.  

Global dreams, but I’m stuck in a loop,  

Frustrated and lost like a headless goof troop.  

 .Maybe goofy is the only thing I could’ve been or done

Had big plans, thought I’d conquer the stage,  

But I mess it all up, turn the words to a cage.  

Forgotten my lines, lost in the noise,  

Everything I try just destroys my poise.  

Spent thirty seconds, trust me, you’ll run,  

Can’t keep it together, it ain’t all in fun.  

I’m just sayin’, I’m a work in progress,  

Fame’s got me twisted, but I’m still gonna mess.  


I F everything up, like a motherfucka,  

Ride or die, but damn, I’m a sucker.  

Global dreams, but I’m stuck in a loop,  

Frustrated and lost like a headless goof troop.  


Sometimes I wonder why I’m this way,  

Tryna get better but I just can’t stay.  

Action speaks louder, I’m screaming my heart,  

But I’m fumbling the ball, tearing it apart.  

I’ll keep grinding, won’t give in to the doubt,  

Gonna rise up, can’t let my dreams go out.  


I’m just a squirrel in a world full of noise,  

Trying to find peace, but it’s a game of epic Fails

All the chatter, it’s a rollercoaster ride,  

I’ll mess it all up, but I’ll never hide.  

Got my crew, my ride or die, we’re global,  

We’ll laugh at the chaos, make our lives noble.  

So here’s to the struggles, the highs and lows,  

I F everything up, but I still got my flows.  


I F everything up, like a motherfucka,  

Ride or die, but damn, I’m a sucker.  

Global dreams, but I’m stuck in a loop,  

Frustrated and lost like a headless goof troop.  


Yeah, I F everything up, that’s the way it’s been,  

But I’ll keep fighting, I ain’t givin’ in.  

Just sayin’, I’m a work in progress,  

I’ll rise from the ashes, never settle for less.  

I’m a king in the chaos, I’ll find my way,  

I F everything up, but I’m here to stay.

If you got this far and you read it well you’re better than most 30 seconds with me and usually their toast

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